2017 WHY WERE YOU SO MEAN?
January 10, 2018
Is anybody else feeling me on this? I mean did 2017 really have to be so mean? It was like a re-occurring nightmare, starring, featuring,premeiring; ME.
One day I was up and literally the next day; FLOP. It was a non stop roller coaster of spiritual betrayal, other folks drama, proof that no one that I supported, supported me. 2017 was complete misery.
some days I forgot to say thank you to my physical alarm clock waking me. I was just going through the motions. Seriously, I was out of breath just listening to folks. I listened so much that I forgot how to or ignored listening to me. Most people will allow you to forget yourself in order for their misery to be eliminated. I got to a boiling point and started throwing hot water on those asses. In the process i got a couple of splashes on myself. I was fighting in my sleep, working on not being angry, evil was trying to topple me. It's so amazing how my love felt like it was in the bottom of the ruble. My heart, soul, spirit, health, and healing were in trouble. The evil is this world was not playing.
How many of you are barely making it or are just making it out of the ruble? I'm just getting free, with me being the astrological sign that I, my HEART IS BIG, but my ROAR IS BIGGER, and I try with all that is within me not to ROAR, cause behind that is the BITE. Yah feel me?
So now, I'm realizing that after this summer solstice ALL THINGS have CHANGED, there is no more dress rehearsal, the movie has started and it's starring 'ME'. Self titled and I get to pick the characters, scenery, events, etc. So do you. We are not going to allow 2017 to be in vain. There has to be some meaning to all of that MADNESS. There just has to be.
What am I doing about it? Well I'm going to write my ass off and that's a lot of ass. lol. I'm starting my other projects that I've been procrastinating about. Don't front, I know yah got some too. It's a sign, all this pain for me was a sign that it's time to stop giving myself away to other and give to me.. again give to my self. I just had to say that mental note out loud. We are wonderful beings who give birth to wonderful beings. Some of have had a better job doing with our upbringing by our earthern vessels and loved ones.
I have been blessed but my blessings could of BEEN BIGGER if only I would of believed I was deserving.Do you sometimes suffer with feelings of inadequacy or no deserving? Well give that ish up, it's time to stop being a victim whether voluntarily or not. You were put here just like others. I'ts your life and I suggest you start appreciating it. I am! Get up, get out, and get something, don't let this life pass you by.
So enough of my speaker box, please DO YOURSELF A FAVOR, and go for it, don't let 2017 have your 2018.
love myself & love you
priestess heaven
sisters in the circle
One day I was up and literally the next day; FLOP. It was a non stop roller coaster of spiritual betrayal, other folks drama, proof that no one that I supported, supported me. 2017 was complete misery.
some days I forgot to say thank you to my physical alarm clock waking me. I was just going through the motions. Seriously, I was out of breath just listening to folks. I listened so much that I forgot how to or ignored listening to me. Most people will allow you to forget yourself in order for their misery to be eliminated. I got to a boiling point and started throwing hot water on those asses. In the process i got a couple of splashes on myself. I was fighting in my sleep, working on not being angry, evil was trying to topple me. It's so amazing how my love felt like it was in the bottom of the ruble. My heart, soul, spirit, health, and healing were in trouble. The evil is this world was not playing.
How many of you are barely making it or are just making it out of the ruble? I'm just getting free, with me being the astrological sign that I, my HEART IS BIG, but my ROAR IS BIGGER, and I try with all that is within me not to ROAR, cause behind that is the BITE. Yah feel me?
So now, I'm realizing that after this summer solstice ALL THINGS have CHANGED, there is no more dress rehearsal, the movie has started and it's starring 'ME'. Self titled and I get to pick the characters, scenery, events, etc. So do you. We are not going to allow 2017 to be in vain. There has to be some meaning to all of that MADNESS. There just has to be.
What am I doing about it? Well I'm going to write my ass off and that's a lot of ass. lol. I'm starting my other projects that I've been procrastinating about. Don't front, I know yah got some too. It's a sign, all this pain for me was a sign that it's time to stop giving myself away to other and give to me.. again give to my self. I just had to say that mental note out loud. We are wonderful beings who give birth to wonderful beings. Some of have had a better job doing with our upbringing by our earthern vessels and loved ones.
I have been blessed but my blessings could of BEEN BIGGER if only I would of believed I was deserving.Do you sometimes suffer with feelings of inadequacy or no deserving? Well give that ish up, it's time to stop being a victim whether voluntarily or not. You were put here just like others. I'ts your life and I suggest you start appreciating it. I am! Get up, get out, and get something, don't let this life pass you by.
So enough of my speaker box, please DO YOURSELF A FAVOR, and go for it, don't let 2017 have your 2018.
love myself & love you
priestess heaven
sisters in the circle
Posted by Gennie Tolliver. Posted In : relations
shalom beloved. i am the founder of sistersnthecircle. this is a group for women from all walks of faith to come and share their experiences in hopes of aiding others. thank u for taking your time to come view. i am a lil being with a big soul. activitist, supporter, poet, author, seamtress, lover, fighter, friend. just as you are. we have monthly meetings, with etiquette, social, emotional, & relationship groups.
